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Kitty Tan.
Every moment lived is worth remembering.

Biography


Hello! I'm Kitty. At the age of 19 in 2017. Singaporean blogger w a huge love for cameras because it has the power to capture the moment. Memories are meant to be kept forever and not to be forgotten. I'm in love with sports. I'm also in love with food.
I am also a Ngee Ann poly student.

Contact me @ kittytanwx.khj@gmail.com

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Instagrambox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "


Twitterbox

" Live updates of everything"


Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "nutella" or "peanut butter"?

Get good and decent GPA for poly.
A good camera that captures every memories.
Forever and always w my fave person on earth.
Earn lots of money so that my family can enjoy life better.
Visit South Korea
A car to drive around.
Getting myself inked at age 21.


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Pastentries

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July 2014
August 2014
September 2014
November 2014
March 2015
April 2015
May 2015
June 2015
July 2015
August 2015
September 2015
October 2015
November 2015
December 2015
January 2016
February 2016
March 2016
April 2016
May 2016
June 2016
July 2016
August 2016
September 2016
October 2016
December 2016
February 2017
April 2017
May 2017
June 2017


Creditorials

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Pink Paw Print
Wednesday, 30 December 2015


goodbye 2015. thank you for being another memorable year to me. thank you for giving me the chance to meet new people.. and people i never ever wanna lose. although there was many ups and downs this year. I'm glad i have passed this obstacle in life and I'm ready to face 2016. not really looking forward because I'm scared. I'm scared that certain people i want to see in 2016, won't be there anymore. i really don't want to lose leong. if we can't be more than friends. then please let me just stay friends with him. i cannot and idk how to live without him. he became apart of me now. i know in my last post. i said ill lock my feelings up and that ill just stay friends. I'm sorry i broke that promise to myself. I'm sorry i can't keep my words.. he attempted to come in again. i couldn't block him out anymore. .. idk whads gonna happen. i dc whether people will hate me or not. i think i need to fight for who i want to be with.. but if he ever asks me to stay away, i will.

thank you for all the wonderful memories created. no matter where you go in the future. i will always remember you. everywhere i walk, i can see traces of our memories, and I'm glad i will never have to delete them again. i want to keep all these precious memories. even if we can't be together , i still have our memories. thank you for everything. :)


thank you to everyone else that are apart of my 2015.










♥ Embrace the magic
06:56

Pink Paw Print

Thursday, 17 December 2015

its finally time to say goodbye to our past. its time to start anew. but I'm glad that w my new beginning , you will still be a part of it. I'm really thankful that i finally made up my mind and set my heart to achieve this task. its really time to lock my feelings up . its finally time to say goodbye. thank you for all the wonderful memories created in 2015, i will never forget them. i wish it can last forever tho, and that we can create more of such memories. and even better ones, but i know its not gonna happen anytime soon. I'm really blessed to have the chance to meet you. I'm really thankful for the chance also. although we met each other at the wrong timing of our life. but i believe that we will still be a part of each other future. the past two months was really tough.. fighting the urge to keep you by my side and making you my happiness. when i know it will bring sadness to her and you in another way.. I'm really sorry for doing that. 原来勉强是真的没有幸福的.. but its okay, I'm glad i realise my mistakes alr. I've decided to lock my feelings up for good. i will never open it up again until its the right time. but its okay if the time don't come also, cause whad matters to me most, is you being happy.  i will treat you as a normal friend only, if that is whad you wanted it to be from the start. I'm sorry i came in and made a wreck out of it.  i hope that you will not forget me in times to come . i hope we can still texts like how we used to. i hope we can maintain our friendship the way it is.. or even better, if only you aren't afraid to call me your friend. its like a sin for us to be friends. unless we can be tgt openly... but i really want us to be open abt our friendship. is it really that hard? if you dw them to know, its okay. i understand....


 we started as friend.. we became close because of this photo..


 i enjoy making breakfast for you .. i like how you always buy marigold milk for me..


 to all the times we spent together.. and exploring Singapore together..


 how we always plan to meet for dinner and the walk back to my house...


 my journey home is never lonely ever since you started taking the bus with me..



 to all the stupid antics i made you do in public. and i really love the way you smiled.


 hhn5 is really special this year, thats because you're there with me..


i will never forget you , i will not give up on you too...

thank you chelson foong. thank you for becoming someone so important in my life.. thank you for giving me the chance to feel what happiness is like again. thank you for making my heart beat faster everytime i see you. thank you for bringing so much beautiful memories to my life. thank you for allowing me to feel whad its like to love someone so much again. thank you for coming into my life. i  learnt a lot, and i grew a lot also. when you really like someone, you will do whadever it takes to make that special someone happy. you will do whatever it takes to make that person smile. i dont want to see you being worried or troubled anymore. i promise ill leave my feelings locked deep inside my heart. i won't show it to anyone anymore. will you be part of my life in the future? i really don't know, but i hope you will be.. thank you for everything. ily. 

♥ Embrace the magic
08:31

Pink Paw Print

Sunday, 6 December 2015

i finally got the chance to meet your gf. in person, at genki.. tbh, i been wanting to see her in person, I'm very curious abt her. when i saw ur friend, i knew something is gonna happen, but i never knew it will be this soon. she knew very well i work there. she knows that i have a crush on you. i feel really bad, but i really dk how to stop liking you. i can't and i won't. there is this feeling inside of me that keeps telling me that i shouldn't be afraid of it, and that i should fight for it. its like someone is telling me to fight for my own happiness and that everything will be ok even if the journey gets harder. and this is why i haven't give up and won't be giving up. i am more afraid of losing you completely then being rejected.

okay, i was kinda affected by her ytd. initially, i was very affected. it scared me when i realise i have to meet here f2f so soon. and the fact that she look at me, and said something to her friends. it really bugged me a lot. then zhen told everyone that she is ur gf.. its so .... and the fact that zhen reminded me and told me she is here.... honestly i don't have any rights to be jealous... i don't have it.. I'm not her, I'm just someone that likes you a lot. and that there is something going on between us that no one should know. i tried to hide my feelings, i didn't want anyone to know i was affected. but i guessed it kinda gave in and they all knows. its so confusing and misleading. especially when tan knows that we been chatting everyday. and the fact that everyone knows you're attached. and then there is me. people may think that I'm a bitch to be liking you and being so close to you despite the fact that you have a gf. i placed all my stakes on you , because if i have to i want to lose everything so that i can find old kitty back. not that i hate the current me, but its also a better me, but its not going to be easy to become someone better .90% of me now is because of you. you changed my life, I won't be who i am now if it wasn't for you..


im glad that when i closed my previous chapter in life. i came to this chapter, and that the main lead now is you. and that i never want this chapter to end .. but i know its gonna end some day. either the main lead leaves. or that the next chapter will still be on you. i really want to close this chapter and find you in my next chapter too. :(   i dw to say goodbye to you, its gonna hurt even more than knowing I'm a bitch  ... when kei and tan openly say that i shouldn't be so sad and that my face is quiet obvious,..  i wanted them to keep it down, cause i have no rights to be feeling that way in public... but I'm glad , that you look at me, and tried to make me laugh. maybe its just my mindset, but I'm glad you tried to make me laugh and smile still. hehe ^^  i really appreciate it all even tho, I'm a third party here and you never failed to cheer me up. if you can be happy, ill be very happy too. thank you for being there for me,, thank you for writing this chapter w me. and leaving memories w me. 2k15 won't be the same without you. now that we came to decemeber. Genki is going to close for idk how long, but i hope that nothing changes afterwards. if it does, i hope it changes for the better.  idw to close this chapter and not find you in my next chapter.

it hard to know whad you really feel , you words and texts may be lies but idky sometimes it feels so real .. thank you for getting me the snack i love. it really is heartwarming to know that, you got one specially for me, you could have just placed in there for everyone and me to share, but i got one all for myself. maybe its my childish thoughts, but I'm really happy deep inside, idk how long more this can last , but i wan this happiness to be legal . if only i can, bring you home, tell everyone abt you... you may not be the best guy on earth, you may not be rich and wealthy. my future may be very bright next time, but I'm willing to walk w you if i can. i don't mind being poor if its w you.  you are my happiness.

♥ Embrace the magic
18:51

Pink Paw Print

Thursday, 3 December 2015

so i was right, everything is back to sq one again. but this time, its different. when you was away. the way you chat me up, the way you talk to me. its all so different. and i like this change. because i like you. because you became my everything, while I'm just a spare piece in your life, i know very well that you won't be able to leave her side. it won't be easy for you and her, especially when you guys came a long way together. i understand it all, and I'm really sorry and guilty for actually coming in-between you two, but i really can't control how i feel towards you anymore. i want you to know how i feel, i dw to hide my feelings. i dw to regret it in the future for not speaking whad i feel. its okay if you never really paid attention to my feeling, or maybe this is just a game to you..


虽然知道你在耍我,可是我还愿意被耍。因为我找到你之后,我开心了很多,我也有幸福过的滋味。跟你在一起,我真的开心过啊。你说你的心在我这了。我好像感觉得到,可是我找不到啊。因为你还有她在你身边,所以我永远也看不到你的心。与你相遇真的很辛运,可是我们在错的时间下认识了彼此。你说我不了解你,其实我知道你现在也很为难,都是我害了你啊。可是我真的不想走回去了,我要争取自己的幸福。如果我没试过就放弃,就真的对不起自己了。只要我在往前走一步,我就会幸福。只要勇敢地去打拼,才会好好珍惜。


i know one day, I'm gonna break down real bad. and its gonna hurt even more than before. but I'm not going to give up on us, or you. because i know that if i do give up on you now. I'm never ever gonna be able to recover from it.  you mean the world to me. you became my everything. idk abt you, but our relationship is just so complicated.... I'm secretly blessed by god for giving me the fate to meet you and know you. but I'm also cursed by them for meeting you at the wrong timing. its up to us now on how we want our future to be like. we are the only one that can shape our own future. and i know that i want you in mine. and i won't give up just yet. yes, they may call me a bitch for breaking up a perfect relationship. i never wanted this role too, but i can't control my feelings for you anymore. 


我的心只有你一个,我再也不是以前的我了。我喜欢上你,我不怕别人怎样看我们,我只知道,如果我就这样放弃了你,我会后悔一辈子。我要你幸福快乐。如果你到最后没选择我,我不怪你。你说你穷,你说你不帅。这我也知啊,可是我从来没嫌弃过你,反而还跟爱你啊。老婆? 你确定你要这样叫我吗? 你愿意等我吗? 我还在读书,我还没18岁。你真的会要我吗?你也许会后悔,如果我知的话,我会和你告别,我会离开你,我会从你人生中消失。21年前,你没我在的日子也很好啊。可是你说21年后认识了我你也很开心,很幸运。 是真的吗? 你对我说的每一句我都会牢牢记住啊。你坐巴士回来时,你没说什么,我却一直想着你。不知道你坐巴士会睡得好吗。会辛苦吗。你回到时,告诉我时。你知不知道我很开心,至少你会和我交代一声。 你吸了一包烟时,你说你不会再吸酱多了,你说你答应我。我把你的话当真的了啊。你最好是说到做到啊。 明天就可以看到你了,我迫不及待地快点去做工。我好想你啊,我想抱着你,可是我没这个权利。:(  如果你最后选择了我,我真的很想带你回家,告诉我爸妈,这是我男朋友,这是我最爱的人。 我要告诉全世界,我爱冯永良。 


♥ Embrace the magic
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